This moment has feeling that I cannot recall.

In my newly restored pursuit of true freedom I am beginning to realize how necessary it is to share. I fear the immensity of my emotions is what compels me to keep them as contained as I can endure. It has long been my personal belief that I have left or lost most of the pieces of my heart. And that they have been consumed by the ditches lining the old paths that I have traveled and abandoned. A hopeless loss until I discovered that my heart was stripped to make a way for new pieces to grow in their stead. They implore me for the spaces I withhold that restrain their unrelenting need to beat their way into life.

And for the first time since I can remember,

I'm ready to be consumed by feeling.